The inability to pass that scary thing was my first and last attempt to self study. as of now. burned a hole in my pocket too... butterbee wannabee remained as a wannabee ....
recently, mm suggested to study something and well, bpm was something been back of my mind but the intra din have any suitable ones. and i still have a dark shadow and refuse to re-take that scary thing.....

so i source and look and found one...
4066 across 5 days
so long and so ex.....

there were slightly cheaper alternatives in the school but din give the so called unit points and certification. so this is crash course beta wu hua.
dun even noe wat the points for oso.... random check..... scully cert is a empty shell...

but but but... this involve and exam and case study
horror of horrors.....
another muz pass paper and exam...else answerable to the world....
to repeat again....

ITS THE HORROR OF HORRORSSSSSSSSSSsssssssss.
initial intention was not to get the horror. was more of a knowledge learning experience without the horrorr!!!

i was half hearted. said leave it up to Him, His Hands.. Not sure is it worth a take.
so garang me juz send to ask lor.
real sidekick mentioned is ex and real have a list of possible alternatives. so it was the expected reaction.
not disappointed as well, i oso dunno good or not or i wanna throw myself into the volcano eruption....

real asked if the price is such and was there any grants etc.
asked J to find out while i check wif school.
so 90% is subsidised by dunno wat association while u pay 10%
so it looks significantly cheaper but with the same 5 days.
then then then real agreed....

so the hurdle was crossed. next was to submit application.....
and i walk one step, think 5 steps backwards......
cos of the horror of horrors of examssssssssssssss
and the baggage of muz pass first time else boss see u in slit eye light.......


the approval was set for a notch higher and i wonder whether to submit....
myb she will reject. if approve , fate is sealed ba

so i dunno eat wat tiger guts, i submit and juz got approval.
its approved.
no turning back ba. wait cancel even worse........