as I was reading C's blog, I kept recalling various conversations tat we had before...perhaps I'm naive/too pure, never once I detect it. Maybe it's really true that we should never ever assume that we really know the person well even though he/she is one of close ones.

How many times we saw over tv drama abt a parent scolding his/her child, "Do this n that, becus I know u too well, this is for your own good" blah blah blah....In reality, does they really know that well abt that kid...wat they really want n who they really are...

No...I dun feel eeekie...while I read some of his posts...abt his gay life, his loneliness, his tots, how he loves Avril Lavinge's song- mentioned the lyrics so lesbian, how broken his heart is, picking up himself from each relationship. Neither I feel sorry for him being a gay....the feeling was jus weird..never expected it bah...think I will stay ignorant n be a great pretender-pretending everything is doing well, he's still my fren and I wish him well. The road ahead will not be easy for him.